Custody and Visitation Issues: Clean and Going for Visitation Custody

Hi Im a 39 yr old male living in Pa. My son is 3 1/2 yrs old now living in florida ... I will start with this I havent been the best father in the last 3 1/2 yrs. At age 35 yrs old my best friend killed himself one of the hardest things I ever went thru .. I started using Meth to numb the pain not the beat choice to make. She was very upset with me aftering breaking up when she was 2 months pregnant another bad choice .. So for the first years of my sons life i wasnt there for him like i should have been ... I tried to pay support it was hard in active addiction. I was then arrested and turned myself in 2 days before christmas and i went to see my son give him some xmas presents before turning myself in .. I did talk to her from jail i was in there 90 days . While in there she moved to florida with her boyfriend and my son . I got out on March 3 2017 . I made another bad choice went right to drugs for 2 months . I finally decided it was time to stop this crazy life ... Its only an excuse to use drugs cause i lost my best friend my son needs his father . I then checked myself into a rehab in june 2017. There I realized how much damage i had done . I found out she was in florida . Called a lawyer in florida to try and get rights to see my son . My ex was telling me i needed a yr sober to see my son . The lawyer told me that florida had no jurisdiction so i filed in nj where she was living ... The lawyer said my son needed to be in florida for 6 months. After i filed i got a paper in the mail saying my court hearing in Aug was canceled . At that point i left it to god saying Im going to just wait a year until im sober a year ... A few weeks ago i got another paper in the mail saying I have a hearing on sept 12 2017 . Now i have been sober 90 days living in a recovery house working steps with a sponsor back to work paying my child suppport. This is a gift from god to be able to have this hearing .. She is very mad at me for doing this I dont care its my son . What is going to happen at this hearing is she going to have to move back to Nj ? Will i get visitation being clean 90 days working a good program? Im scared is the judge going to think im a peice of crap? What do i do ? I just want to be a father to my son ..

Custody and Visitation Issues: Clean and Going for Visitation Custody